Friday, January 4, 2013

The year has changed...but I wont...

A year has gone, another has already started...it was the time of checking out the checklist...to see if we did what we thought of doing in the year gone by...and its the time when we sit down n prepare a new list of 'to-do's' for the current year...many of us call it, resolutions...

For me, resolutions have been a no no...somehow I've seen that the more we try to do, hold on, or achieve something, the tougher is to succeed...many would call it the lack of determination and some might even call it the fear of failure...but that's how it always has been...or maybe it's the other way round...maybe all I want are the tough to happen things, hard to held on people, challenging achievements...maybe the easy doesn't hold the charm..

And why should it...how do you appreciate something that is right there for you to pick...and maybe that's why we girls aren't easy...easy to understand...easy to woo...easy to get get rid of too :)

So yeah, year changed...and we no longer can rely on Mayans and secretly be happy that it is all going to get over....pretty soon...so yup, we got to live, we got to toil...we still have to strive and achieve the 'not so easy to get' targets...but then nothing really changed...not the people we loved, not the things that mattered, not the way we lived...

I am alive, so are my dreams, my wishes are intact and so are my feelings...I'll still hold on to all that I hold dear...logic might suit few, I'll still go with my calling...and few people, no matter how hard they try n resolve, will always be a part of my journey....

Here is to a year that doesn't promises to be a real good one, but would be the one to bring changes...and here am I to the challenge of not changing myself as a person...of bringing in new people, but holding on to the old...Wishing everyone a real happy fantabulous year ahead....